Sleep Softly Under Shell Fire

The way we talk about our work is how our work will be.
Fuck fear.

Yee haw.

Well, my circular life has taken a turn and now I’m where I stood many a time before.  Sometimes things work out.  Sometimes they don’t.  It’s just a bit crappy how when things seem to be going okay, something doesn’t.  99% of the time I can’t really put this on anyone else.  I think life/myself puts me in the same situations over and over again so I can change the outcome, break the cycle, write a better ending.  But nothing ever really ends does it.  

Everyone knows I’m in over my head.  8 Seconds left in overtime

Are the waiting unknown?

I’m sorry.

So the mountain made like a sassy sea witch and stole my voice. >_<  which really sucks.  So i’ve decided to double fist tea and honey like a boss.  #winning.  it’s my 6th month anniversary with danielle today, and it’s hard to describe what the time has been like; not to say that it is indescribable, but there are so many ways to.  it’s gone fast (i can’t believe it’s been 6 months already!!), yet it feels like it’s been this way forever like it’s been meant to (not in a bad way, in a very good way), very natural and stuff.  it’s different for me i suppose, but i’m most certainly okay with it :)  tonight we’re gonna play in the park and watch candlelight, celebrity reader, gary sinise.  i’m waiting for a really serious moment where there’s a big silence, and someone will yell out…

“LT DAN!  ICE CREAM!!!”

will that person be me?  no, i like my job.  not a fan of waking up at 4 am tomorrow, but i do enjoy it :)  breakfast burritos are always worth it.  i’ve been off of fb for a little while, which is so freaking weird.  so like any good addict, i’ve found another thing to get my fix.  thanks tumblr.  so many writing projects (2 projects, 2 papers, one last essay), 1 final exam, and scene work/monologue/auditions to get ready for.  #lifeishard.  it’ll be worth it though.  well, it’s off to another round of tea and honey and heading out to anaheim.  i hope all is well with you, should you decide to read this, and may all your christmases be white.  or if you don’t live in vermont and irving berlin isn’t directing your life, then i hope you have a great saturday. 

-sleep softly under shell fire.